My body was tired but my mind just couldn’t stop wandering…
I wanted to have a good rest yesterday but I couldn’t…It perhaps was because my mind was still trying to figure out things that had happened yesterday night…Too many things had filled my mind…
Hopefully, tonight I’ll be able to have a good and "dreamless" night.
Something new for me..
"Is it too late to inform you that you’ll be the lead role for our musical drama?…"
I was really surprised by the message sent by Bryan.
There’ll be a musical night organised by the music club of the my college. I was originally just one of the back up singer of the drama but due to the the leave of the main female character to Russia for further studies, I am asked to replace her as the main character.The musical night is less than one month away from now.
I have to agree to his request for I am the only member of the not more than 10 person music group who can take up the role. I am quite nervous for that as a the songs are quite difficult to sing. Singing part for me is still ok but acting part…haiz…I have never ever tried it before. But, anyway, it’s a good challenge for me and I will definitely make every endevour to make the musical night a success.
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Alot of things happened today. I have got my semester exam result. I have got 4As and 1B in my thinking skill. It’s satisfactory to me as i know i have already tried my best in it. But, I know, I know if i work harder using a more appropriate method, I’ll be able to do even better. All my As are quite low As except biology. I really need to work harder to secure my As for my AS and I hope those As can be high ones.
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U treat me really well. I thank you for what u’ve given to me and what u’ve taught me. Although we did not manage to spend to rest of time with u, I still cherish you as my……Once a….u are always the one. Hope that you’ll be happier after doing this decision. MAy everything goes smoothly for u..
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I am glad that you have finally realized something. Hope that you can really stand outside and look at yourself. It is a sure thing that u’ll get a clearer picture of it. May God guide you to think and act rationally. Looking forward to hearing the good news from you.
Many things happened today. Some are indeed sad but mostly all are happy ones…
Time flies.
I’ve already completed the 1st semester and is now entering the 2nd one. it’s is really fast.
Reviewing last semester, I’ve realised that some of my initial targeted goals have not been achieved.It’s kind of disappointing. However, it’s undeniable that I’ve experienced and learnt alot from the past six months. Many unexcepted events had happened.(It’ll be more, I know-_-)Although I felt quite shocked and hopeless when some of them occurred, I am still thankful for those happenings as I’ve indeed learnt alot from it.
I believe that, through these trainings, I’ll not be that helpless when any tougher things come along my way in the future.
Living outside has made me more independent indeed. I have to depend most of things on myself. Only when I’m outside, living alone, I realised how disorganised is ME. What I need the most for having a more organised and well-arranged living habits is to be more SYSTEMATIC.
For the last semester, especially towards the last part of it, I felt very stressed. It’s perhaps due to the semester exam. The most apparent sign is all shown on my face–THE PIMPLES. Goodness!! My mum was shocked to see the "condition" of my face when I first came back. She was so worried that she booked facial sessions for me even before I was back. (MUM, chill…) haha…
I know my condition at that moment had worried many people including my father,who seldom cares about our studies, my mother,my sister, my brother, my god brother,my aunties, my uncles, my friends, my teachers. I’m very sorry for that. SORRY for making all of you worried. I’ll be okay! Trust me.
Frankly, at that moment, I really felt very stressed and scared about the exam. It’s probably because I’m afraid for not being able to perform well. But, I’m glad because I know I cannot allow anything to happen to me as I know many people care for me; therefore, I shouldn’t make them worried and disappointed. For all of them, I’ll be alright. With your support and your care, I’ll never let anything happen to me whenever possible.
Okay, it’s enough for the review part and Now.. the "preview" part of the next semester. New Semester, NEW resolutions. I’ve got new goals..and I need to achieve it!
1. Speak and write better English. Be more consistent in it.( The requirement of being a pharmacist is to be able to speak fluent English.So, work for it!!)
2. Be more systematic. Have a plan for everything and follow it thoroughly.
3. Be more diligent. Be more determine in accomplishing a task.
4.Take part in more activities in the college whenever possible.
5.Be slimmer.( " You’re fatter…" / " WAH?! Seeing your rounder face, I know Kl has alot of good food…") I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THESE. I want to keep fit but of course in a healthy way. Probably, more exercise!!
6.Be able to score well in AS level (trial and final) MY AIM: ALL As.
OKAY, that’s all for now. I really hope I can achieve all I have dreamt for. (You know why?? because I don’t want to keep singing and listening to the song NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE.HAHAHz…)
OH yeah…GO ! GO! GO for YOur goal…GAMpateH neH..
Holidays???
What should one do in holidays??
1.Be relax and do whatever one wants to do??
2.Furnish oneself with alot of activities
3.Get oneself prepared for the next sem??STUDYING???
4……
HAiz… don’t really know what am I doing ….
I always regret of wasting my holidays’ time…sadDD….
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Yesterday I went back to Omega again….but this time…i never went…I was sitting in the car….
Things are changing…sigh….but i did see some of my dearest teachers… This time i am just standing quietly besides them and observe…May God bless all of them….to be happy…and healthy 4eVER..
DADDY..
U have never scolded us before…but u’ve taught us alot through ur action…
U have never praised us before…but we can feel ur happiness through ur action…
U have worked very hard to provide us with the best things ever…
I appreciate everything…u have done for me…
I’ll never let u down…NEVEr..
For these 18 yrs..u’ve always been a GREAT father…
UR DAUGHTER,POH YING
Iife has not been easy for me recently…but I know it’s what everybody has to go through before achieving success…
Stress from studies and some other things really make me so tired…
When i am sad…there is always someone there for me…
When i am depress…he will always call…through msn..
When i am stressed….they are worried about me..and keep calling..
When i cry…she is always there to lend me her shoulder..
When i am unhappy…she always brings me out to unwind myself…
When i wrote something sad in my blog…smses and messages will always flood my phone and email…
I AM SO BLESSED..WHENEVER I AM SAD..THERE IS SOMEONE FOR ME..
mayb that is why i never feel lonely and feel the need for it….coz…I always feel loved..
* Dont worry ,ppl…For U..I’ll be alright…
Semester exam has finally over…
but…what does it signify???
I have tried my best…but i do know that i won’t be able to do well this time…
I am not a smart girl…or rather quite a stupid girl..but ppl around always regard me as " very clever" girl…sigh….
all i have had now is all the result of my hard work..i work for each and everything i have had now….but…but…it seems that my hard work has now lost its effect….I am still unable to score well no matter how hard i have tried..no matter how much effort i have put in…
Is it that i have used the wrong methods to study or???
Or..do i need to admit that i am just not smart enough to get good grades…in A level??
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Now…semester one exam has over..i can only say i have tried my best…ppl tell me…when u have tried ur best..it’s enough…but
to me…it is never enough…those words are just to comfort ppl…
it is not so ..in this competitve world…
I hope i can eventually find my choice of studying A level right…
