Archive for July, 2007

GREAT JOB everybody..:)

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

YEAH…finally we’ve done it….

This is probably the first and the last charity carnival we ae able to participate in taylor’s college…We’ve done it….and everything is worthwhile….

The memories and experiences and happiness we’ve had are alot more than what we’ve sacrificed….what we have forked out….

Although everybody is exhausted, I believe everyone enjoyed the process….right?? everything is proven worthwhile….

We’ve managed to overcome all our obstacles and finally we’ve created miracle…although our stall is the only one stationed in the inner part of the college compound due to our late registration, we’ve made it….we’ve managed to contribute to charity.. The amount of profit is not that important…because all of us have worked hand in hand to make it a success…

We’ve put all we can to make it a successful one…although to some others, those things that we’ve done might be seem silly, to us..it contributes the most to our memorable experience..

We’ve run up and down till our legs are swollen…but all i can say is IT IS WORTHY DOING SO….

THANK GOD FOR HELPING US TO BYPASS THOSE OBSTACLES…THANKS TO EVERYBODY….EACH AND EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE AND CONTRIBUTED HAS MADE IT A GREAT SUCCESS….

:)

桥。断

Wednesday, July 25th, 2007

因为自以为稳固 而掉以轻心

因为自以为不可能发生 而防不胜防

因为小看了风的威力 而碎成了两半

现在仅有的也只是桥的两端 及洗礼后的裂缝和残渣

不管一端的桥再怎么努力 不管心酸的旁人再怎么想帮忙

这段断了的桥梁 还是只是断了的桥梁

另一边的桥梁 再也不敢也不想再去寻在过去留下来的碎片

再也不敢去弥补些什么 因为不管这样 弥补后的断桥 终有一天会被风再次拉到。。

这一边的桥很难才放下了毁坏后的不舍和悲伤 它再也受不了另一次的暴风来袭

这一段的桥有个希望 那就是永远在背后看着那段的桥开心微笑

请原谅这断桥的不敢。。的自私。。

原来~forgive me…

Wednesday, July 25th, 2007

一直在想 我到底怎么了。。

一直都在寻寻觅觅着它的答案。。

今天 我找到了答案。。

原来 我真的怕了。。

我真的不想了

原来 我真的已经放下了。。

这一次的放下 我费了很多力气。。

所以 我真的没有能力再把它拿起来了。。

也许是我再也没有勇气。。去面对

如果我有的话。。。我们也不会走到这步田地。。

都是我的执著。。我的原则。。把我们带到了这里。。

都是我的错。。

我恨我的认真。。 but..i can’t help..

原来 我真的什么都不想想要。。

我感激你跨出的那一大步。。 希望你永远开心。。

对不起。。原谅我的执著。。原谅我的不守承诺。。。原谅 我不小心离开了你转身的地方。。

原谅 我还是只有勇气远远地看着你。。。默默的希望你是快乐的。。。

原谅我。。

YeAh..everYthiNg weNt weLL

Saturday, July 21st, 2007

Yeah, everything went well..

Thank god for that…

It’s indeed a memorable experience for me and I’m sure for all the others.Although it’d been very tiring at times, it’s indeed worthy.

Thanks for giving me this chance to participate in the production of this musical drama..I’m so blessed…

Special thanks to Bryan & Lye wan..Both of you have been the souls for the whole play…

Bryan, lye wan,Sean, "Joshua",anusha,farah, Su yen,wayne,cynthia…thanks to everyone for making the it a success…

Thanks for shouting for me while I’m singing…thanks for the support…because of all of you…I’ve performed well…

Musical night

Friday, July 20th, 2007

21/7,which is tomorrow, is the actual performance day for musical night. We’ve indeed put in alot of effort into making it a success. Although I’ve been extremely tired coping the practices and studies stimultaneously, I’m quite happy for being given a chance to perform.

The tickets selling aren’t going very smoothly…perhaps, it’s too expensive..haha…is 20 bucks..or is it because the promotion of it is not done in a proper way…haa..who knows…

Last week, we have only sold like 70++ tickets, which is not even enough to cover our expenses..not to say earning any profit…

May everything go great tomorrow…

May my CD and VCD be playable…

May I sing well (coz i don’t really practise for i got no where to..)

May the musical drama be a successful one….

:)

Ruined..

Tuesday, July 10th, 2007

I’ve planned everything for you…thought of saving money to bring you to kim gary, a place you always wanted to go…to secret recipe for cake…

haiz….but..you said you’ll be out with friends…

I’ve planned alot…and now…haiz..

I’ve got a present for you..after buying it..only i know that you wont like it..

ExtrAAAA…\

Anyway… H@ppy birthday to U..

Life is so contradicting…

Friday, July 6th, 2007
"Before coming to college…i treasure friendship…
After coming to college………………………….I TREASURE it even MORe>…
When i am out of the confinement of my house…i really find friends important…they are the one who minimise my home sickness…they are the one who take care of me…who give me support…who teach me in various aspects..who bring happiness to me…
Friendship is truly important in one’s life…without friends..i wont be who am i today..without friends..ppl actually cannot survive….
They laughters..the lame jokes and all sorts of things will always be uploaded to MY COMPUTER and be kept as a undeletable and permenaent documents….
I will always remember u all…all the best ,….
Thanks so much to every of my friends…."
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE POSTED ON MY SPACE’S BLOG AT THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR. IT’S ENTITLED "REALISATION".
I AM SOUNDING SO CONTRADICTING NOW..IF I WERE TO BE GIVEN A CHANCE TO WRITE ANOTHER BLOG WITH THE SAME TITLE, I’LL WRITE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT VERSION OF IT.
WHY?
SIGH…
LIFE IS SO CONTRADICTING..WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO THE WORLD?WHY DOES EVERYTHING CHANGE? WHY DO I CHANGE???
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I was enable to sleep again…from 4 to 8…I can’t help it…i wanted to sleep earlier but…
how i wish i am living beside the sea..because i will be able to shout out loud and tell the sea everything that is bothering me..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…..
if u were to ask me, what happened…i guess i wont be able to answer your question because i don’t really know what had happened…
I can be quite emotional sometime….I take what others said too seriously…i know…i know all these…but it just cant be change in split second…sigh…

H@ppy & S@d

Friday, July 6th, 2007

Although we did do much today except chatting, I feel very happy. It has been quite long for me to have this feeling again. Merely chatting can be very relaxing.I like the feeling. :)

Thanks for the presence of each and everyone of you. :) All of you have enlightened my day…

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It’s all my fault. It’s my stubborness that makes us ended up in this situation. You have indeed moved forward a big step but instead of moving towards you, I’ve walked backward another big step. If not, we will have be back to normal again.

But, I cant persuade myself to do that.It might be because I just don’t want to take it up again.I have totally given up in the bottom of my heart.Ya, probably. I know we wont be able to be back to normal. I am too selfish .That’s why I am unable to accept changes.SIgh..

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YOUR words have indeed hurt me alot. I’m not angry but disappointed. But, it’s fine for me if you want me to do that.You are my only hope and since it has vanished, I’ll say I’ll give it up totally.

Complicated feeling~

NeW

Monday, July 2nd, 2007

All right…for the past 2 days…i was extremely tired but happy because I’ve tried alot of new things..

Sat:

I was back by train…from 10.35 to 16.05…then I came back from KL central by ktm….from 16.47 to 17.05..after that, i walked back from the ktm station to my hostel..reached here at about 18.05.

I was very tired after walking back under the hot sun. Immediately after coming back, I tidied up and cleaned my room.

Sun:

I was dragged by my friends to One Utama. We went there by car and because we’ve missed the free bus, we came back by rapid KL..we were back to KL central again…then came back by cab to taylor’s college. It’s indeed very tiring after shopping for the whole day..GUess what i have bought?

HAHHA..NOTHING..XD..

TOday..i woke up quite early at 8 sth..then I went for the pratice for musical drama..It was very new to me…It’s difficult for me to act…but I’m trying very hard in playing the role well..I hope I can do well..

BLESS ME>..

:)

Tomorrow is the commencement of semester…Hope everything will go smoothly and fine for me…

PS: See how tired am I now…haha..writing very choppy sentences right now…haha… XD