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All my assumptions and hypothesis are proven right by what they have done.

I thought I’m the one who always don’t give my trust to people…I thought i’m the one who always think too much…

But..

All I’ve seen now prove me right…

Promises ,when broken, are really hurtful.

Please do not misuse the word PROMISE for it really hurts when it is broken.

If you aren’t sure you can fulfil the promise, please do not make any promises.

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Probably, in this materialistic world, there ceases the existence of keeping promises and everybody will do things that benefit themselves. It is me, who hasn’t realised this cruel but existing fact.

Ah….it’s sometimes really challenging and tiring trying to find out who is trustable and reliable and who is not. People who seem to be reliable have eventually turned out to be not. People who I think I have known long enough to be reliable turned out to be not too.

If I were to ask how to test the reliablity of a person..I know the answer I get is always "only time will prove it". But..how long do i need ? The answer is A LIFETIME.

"You won’t know if a person will break promise until circumstances benefiting him/her arise."

在考试正逼近的时候  我病了

在这种非常时期 我居然病了

累。。。

要怎样熬下去嘛。。。

这一边要担心考试。。。那一边却病得很累。。

我能够怎样呢。。

唉 真的有够无奈的

只好希望快点好起来咯。。

刚才吃饭后 突然很想喝汤。。

真的很想。。。

但是

哎 要等到三个月后 才能喝到妈妈煮的汤。。。

以前的我忘了珍惜 一味的埋怨

现在。。。

突然很想家。。。很想很想。。

为什么会这样呢？？

来到这里这么久 第一次这么想

Well…everything went quite smoothly today and i appreciate it very much…

What I can say is that I’e tried my best in completing the exam paper..no matter what the results will be…

Enjoy the process…rather than the result…

Probably I am someone who enjoy being busy…cause I won’t have anymore extra time to think of other things…

Sooo…keeps me busy…

ha

Tomorrow is the commencement of the AS trial exam…

The physics practical

No matter how bad is my condition,I’ve to set all my emotion aside for the time being in order not to affect my performance..

The world is realistic and cruel sometimes…no matter how many thousand reasons you have…the world won’t stop for you even for 1 ms. It keeps moving…Therefore, everybody has to move on..and so do i..

SInce i am a part of the world..i know i have to accept this truth..

I won’t say I can heal my heart within this few hours..but I will try my best to fill my mind with the exam ..I need to set aside all those emotion…I know it..

I always take deep breathe and drink water when I feel like breaking down….I hope this method work for me all times…

-May I be brave to face all the challenges-

Why does this feeling keep coming to me ??

Can’t it just leave me alone…I really have had enough…

I’ve had enough suffering…

I thought it has left me…but why do it keep appearing from time to time..especially during this time..

Please…may I beg you to leave me…

I might have done something wrong..but I have had what I deserve…

I couldn’t take it anymore..

It is telling me that it could not sustain anymore injuries…leave it alone…

My wish: To leave here as soon…cause this kind of feeling iS really KILLING ME…

Where lies the problem??

I have been pondering on this question for long…

Yet, I’ve not found the answer…

I have been studying hard and I have done whatever I can to enable myself to do better in the exam…

But, why??

My results don’t seem to be proportional to the effort I’ve put in..why?? where lies the problem??

Is it that I am not working hard in the correct path? or is it that I’ve actually put too much in it and this has made things go the other way round…or is it simply means that I am born to be not that intelligent or..???

What should I do?? I know i have to find out the answer fast enough..but…I believe that the answer will never appear in split seconds…cause the answer is to be explored before knowing..

-May God give me the power to continue exploring-

-May God always stay beside me and tell me do not give up easily-

and

-May God always back me up when I fall again in my process of exploring-

finding-find-found..

Omg…

Second semester is exactly like what all seniors said…IS the TOUGHEST…

We need to study A2 and revise AS simultaneously..Homework, assignments, tests for A2 …and revision for AS…omg…

Time flies…one week can just pass by without us realising…

Is it due to stress or ?? Jennifer and elaine were feeling unwell last few days…and now is my turn???

Is it my illusion or??? I feel like vomitting too…omg..I hope i dont get sick and all these are my illusion…

I cannot get sick now….trial is coming in 1 week time…ahhh….

Stressed…….

-May everybody be as healthy-

May all of us do well in trial as well as final..

-May sickness stay far away from us-COZ…we cannot afford to get sick….

原来朋友可以分成很多种。。

有的你以为是朋友的朋友 原来只是你的玩伴。。他也只能是你的玩伴 有事是 他都不会出现的那种

有的你自认是好朋友的朋友 到头来原来他什么都不是 你在他的生命里也只是个过客。。

好朋友？？知己？？ 原来只是小学时纪念册里会出现的字眼。。

我的曾经以为 在现在的我来看 只是当时的年幼无知

我的曾经以为 原来就只能是–曾经以为–。。