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其实早知道会是这样 但是 容许我问一句 为什么你要这么做

不要为了在当下安慰我 说出一些不是你心里要说的话

不管当时在怎么hurt 都不比现在才知道 来的伤心

这个世界 真的很现实

累

尽力了又怎样？？？？？？？？？？？

不要对我这么好 我没有办法给你些什么

你越是对我好 我就越内疚

不要让我欠你那么多

不是你做得不够好 而是现在的我已经不再是我

我不能再给你任何承诺

因为我相信越多承诺 伤害会越深

我知道我的脾气不好 常常对你发脾气 有时又对你不理睬

但是 我真的不能控制

不要把朋友放得比自己更重要  有一天你会像我一样失去自我的

谢谢妳对我的好。.

Time flies…5 months passed…

We might have already forgotten the details why we ended up this way…We might have done all that we can to ammend what is amiss in our relationship… but everything seems useless…nothing and nobody, I guess,can ever do anything on our faded away friendship..

Probably, all these are God’s arrangement..It is our destiny…We’ve got to accept it…

Actually, after so much of thinking, I consider myself as quite lucky for being able to meet you…We’ve had alot…Our special relationship…our memories….and so much more… Perhaps we should learn to be more contented..for we’ll be happier this way..

Frankly, I appreciate everything that we have had…everything that you have given to me…I’m so fortunate for I’ve at least found a best friend in my life…Some people use a lifetime to do so but ended up finding nobody…I’m proud to say I HAVE HAD ONE…

Although things are different now…I’ll never forget you…for you’re always on my mind…

Best of luck, my friend…

昨天 我真的得很开心

我们尝试了很多 玩得很尽兴

虽然心里还是在为失去而伤心 但那份跟大家在一起玩的开心已让这心情平复了不少

人嘛 真的不应该不停往后看 因为现在与未来才是最重要的 只有把握现在 展望未来 才是有意义的

我很想说声“谢谢你们了。。朋友。。”

虽然并没有认识很久。。也算不上是什么生死之交。。未来会是怎样也没有人知道 但是 你们曾带给我的快乐 在我不开心时的出现 在我伤心时的安慰  我真的很感激

我不敢想象将来的我们会是怎样 但有一点我可以肯定的是你们将会是我人生中不会轻易翻过的一面。。。

我珍惜你们带给我的快乐。。我们在一起的时光。。

谢谢你们的出现。。

我很幸运

因为我遇见了你们。。

看见棺木里的大姨丈

心理有着万千的舍不得

但又无可奈何

除了心痛

也只有学习去接受这残酷的事实

他的突然离去

让大家都感到震惊

伤心彷徨之余 我们也只能感叹着人生的无常 的不测

没有人想到还平时健康的他会这样一睡不醒

听见大姨哭泣 看见他憔悴的样子 我真的很心痛

他一直问大姨丈为什么要就这样离开他

再要出殡的时候 大姨要求我唱歌给姨丈听 他说姨丈很爱听我唱的歌

唱到一半 我几度哽咽得唱不下去

我真的没想到在一次唱歌给姨丈听 竟然是在灵堂上

事事难料 没有人能够预测明天会发生什么事

我们也没法控制 我们能力所及的事就是

学会珍惜 。。。。

大姨。。你要好好照顾身子 想开点 保重

安息吧 姨丈。。。

Boredom’s killing me..

I know I can make full use of these 2 weeks’ time to do alot of things…but the problem is I just cannot concentrate in doing any of these things…

I’ve finally got something to do tomorrow…but …sadly..it’s to attend my uncle’s funeral…. If so, I would rather hope I’ve got nothing to do…

He has left us silently…in the most painless way he did…

Everyone is shocked upon knowing it…This data is not registered in my mind..Perhaps it’s because I am not willing to accept it…

But…no matter how sad we are..a fact is still a FACT….we HAVE to accept it..

Nobody is going to know what will happen to you on the next moment…so cherish every part of your life….appreciate everything that is given….be thankful that you still have the chance to face challenges…be grateful..

Don’t hide your feeling….tell the one you love that you love him/her….for you do not know whether you will still have chance…

Don’t hestitate to do anything you wish to do….for you may not have the chance to do it anymore…

Don’t do things that you will regret…for you might not have the chance to ammend your mistakes….the next time…

Treasure every people…and everything…Do everything as if u were to die tomorrow…

We can’t control our lifespan…but what we can is to make the fullest out of every day…

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

张惠妹-如果你也听说

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默
其实反而显得做作

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

如果你想起我
你会想到什么

The first year for me not being around to celebrate your birthday for you…but I still hope you’ll have an unforgettable birthday this year..

Thanks for everything that you’ve given to me…

I’m really glad to have you as my father…

You aren’t expressive type of person…all your emotions are hidden but existing..

You are so generous that you can sacrifice everything for your loved ones…

You are so humble that you always hide all the contribution you’ve made…

You’re….. SO GREAT…. DAddy…

I’m really happy that for the recent year..we’ve been communicating frequently unlike previous years…

I love to see you laugh when I do funny things…

I love to see you smile when you joke around…

I love to see you being playful when you’re happy…

I love to see you saying you miss us but daren’t call…

You’re really the Most SPECIAL father in the world…

YOu don’t do things that all the other daddies will do…(You don’t call us when we are out; don’t give permission for us going out;don’t praise us when we do well; don’t scold us when we do wrong..etc..)

BUT

You’ve done alot of things they will not do…

For this special day,

I would like to say

Thank you for being who you are…

Thank you for sending me to school every day…

Thank you for providing me the best things ever…

Thank you for supporting my interest(singing)…

Thank you for giving me freedom…

Thank you for giving ur trust to me…

Thank you for ur words of encouragement when i am stressed for exam….

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I know i’ll never be able to repay all that you have given to me…but Let me try my best to providing you the best that I can give..

-I LOVE YOU..DADDY…

Stay healthy….Stay Happy…

Arghh…

What is blocking my eye sight???

Is so ridiculous for me to waste such a long time in solving THAT SIMPLE questions…

Who does not know that simple question…

OMG >.<

what I hope now is all the blindspots have been spotted and no more of that should appear in the answer sheet agn…if not…